
I wish I tried harder to save relationships that were so important to me in the past. If I could love with no boundaries and be unshaken by even the coldest act of apathy, I would be free of 75% of my regrets today. I am captive to my own pride. I’ve never been one to wait around for opportunities, but I’ve waited ages for relationships to revolve in my direction. Of course it’s about me; whatever is easiest for me, whoever is nicest to me. I’ll make an effort if it’s convenient for me. As bold as this statement is, I truly want to salvage all my past relationships that I’ve let fall to the wayside. I am absolutely uncomfortable being the first one to reach out…especially since we’ve both established the same level of apathy. But I don’t think it’s about me anymore, or how uncomfortable I am to be the first. We love because we were first loved. We love because we know what it feels like to be unloved.
Sun, 14th Apr — 0 notesA little lost, a little confused, and little somewhere in between…
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